::emie:: my own little kingdom

its been a while since i've wrote last time..very long time...i've desired to write in my blog but i keep on postporned..and here i'm today..starting a new post...

so many things change in life in these few month....eventually i've become a wife..hopefullyy a loyal and good wife...hehehe...life is so different now....and i'm so happy....

L.I.F.E

it never matter to me what is the LIFE means...until yesterday..my bosss said something about life.suddently he ask me...." emie..what is life?" these question give me sudden shock.....heheheheh...because it never occour to me what life could means...and i wonder why did he ask that Q to me....wonder how lonely he is..can understand by the way he live...everyday his life is always around work..work..work work.....and work....

then at home last night i keep thinking about the meaning for LIFE..even ask my hubby about it...i keep remember every happy moment and every victory in my life...so happy and so excited...is that is what everyone search in life?happiness? and then remember about all the failure and sad moment.....all those time give big impact in my life....is that also a life....everyone avoid to be lonely,sad and fail..but it always happen in our life.....so what is really our life.....is it about money..about happiness.....

i keep thinking what i want in my life....i know that every creatures in this world cannot being perfect...cannot being rich and had happy family in the same time...if we desire one thing we have to sacrifices other thing...

maybe we should just live on with our life.....for me..everybody defines their life differently..i just hope that i will always live in happiness and blessed and got enough money to live..not necessary rich...hahahaaha..what a sudden mess i've think about....

Pada suatu pagi di satu sekolah menengah, ada seorang pelajar bertanya pada seorang guru yang sedang mengajar. Ketika itu, guru tersebut sedang menyentuh mengenai kasih dan sayang secara am. Dialog di antara pelajar dan guru tersebut berbunyi begini :

> Pelajar : Cikgu, macam mana kita nak pilih seseorang yang terbaik sebagai orang paling kita sayang?. Macam mana juga kasih sayang itu nak berkekalan?

> Cikgu : Oh, awak nak tahu ke?.Emmm...baiklah, sekarang kamu buat apa yang saya suruh. Ikut je ye...mungkin kamu akan dapat apa jawapannya.

> Pelajar : Baiklah...apa yang saya harus buat?

> Cikgu : Kamu pergi ke padangsekolah yang berada di luar kelas sekarang juga. Kamu berjalan di atas rumput di situ dan sambil memandang rumput di depan kamu, pilih mana yang
PALING cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lagi walaupun sekali. Dan kamu petiklah rumput
yang PALING cantik yang berada di depan kamu tersebut dan selepas itu bawa balik ke kelas.

> Pelajar : Ok. Saya pergi sekarang dan buat apa yang cikgu suruh.

> Apabila pelajar tersebut balik semula ke kelas, tiada pun rumput yang berada di tangannya.
Maka cikgu pun bertanya kepada pelajar tersebut.

> Cikgu : Mana rumput yang cikgu suruh petik?

> Pelajar : Oh, tadi saya berjalan di atas rumput dan sambil memandang rumput yang berada di situ, saya carilah rumput yang paling cantik. Memang ada banyak yang cantik tapi cikgu kata petik yang paling cantik maka saya pun terus berjalan ke depan sambil mencari yang paling cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lagi. Tapi sampai di penghujung padang, saya tak jumpa pun yang paling cantik. Mungkin ada di antara yang di belakang saya sebelum itu tapi dah cikgu cakap tak boleh menoleh ke belakang semula, jadi tiadalah rumput yang saya boleh petik.

> Cikgu : Ya, itulah jawapannya. Maknanya, apabila kita telah berjumpa dengan seseorang yang kita sayang, janganlah kita hendak mencari lagi yang lebih baik daripada itu. Kitapatut hargai orang yang berada di depan kita sebaik-baiknya. Janganlah kita menoleh ke belakang lagi kerana yang berlaku tetap dah berlaku. Dan semoga yang berlalu tidak lagi berulang. Jika kita berselisih faham dengan orang yang kita sayang itu, kita boleh perbetulkan keadaan dan cuba teruskan perhubungan tersebut walaupun banyak perkara yang menggugat perhubungan tersebut. Dan ingatlah orang yang kita sayang itulah kita jumpa paling cantik dan paling baik pada MULAnya walaupun nak ikutkan banyak lagi yang cantik dan baik seperti rumput tadi. KECUALILAH jika perhubungan tersebut tak boleh diselamatkan lagi, maka barulah kita mulakan sekali lagi. Maka sayangilah orang yang berada di depan kita dengan
tulus dan ikhlas.

just finish having a party...here at my office.it's actually a christmas party but i just enjoy it since it have makan2 time...hehehe...got a lots of food cooked by my colleague..k.yus with her cake...shirley with tomyam fried noodle and blackpaper kaki ayam (don't know how to describe it but it's so delicious...yum yum....k.zana with fried rice and kari ayam..marvelous.....as for me i just brought the keropok goreng cause i don't know how to cook..just know how to eat....hehehe.the best part about this party was the time for us to exchange the gift...i bought some mug in the cute container...(cute ????,,,,boleh larrr)...don't know who got it but i got 1 cute glass container from k.yus..or is it from mr Ding???.whatever larr..but i like the gift very much..already put my keropok goreng into it....hehehe...but today i must finished this one tender...sempoi my mood la...i not fully enjoy the party cause i have to rush to finished design for the tender or else i will unable to give the detail to contract dept.....but however i enjoy....

Don’t really know how to start my blog…i’ve create this blog since year ago…hehehe..yet i don’t know how to start it…always wonder what other people put in their blog and what the purpose of all the post…..then yesterday i come across one of myfren blog…it really inspire me to create mine…it always occur to me whether i should write in English or just in bahasa…. hehehe…or maybe it just me myself taking this blogging thing seriously….and then i realize what i really should do is just write—write—write no matter in what language it is…as long as it will make me happy.so here i’m with my blog and surely with broken english because i’m not good at writing……so any grammatical mistake..just ignore..hehehehe…enjoy n cheers..